Every year, I always worry that my New Year’s Eve is going to be lame. I am afraid that I am not going to even celebrate it or that I will end up by myself, celebrating with movies. There were a few years that I celebrated by watching movies with my younger brothers. Even though this was not the most exciting way to celebrate, I considered it plans because it meant that I was not in my room alone trying to stay awake by watching movies.
The last two years, I have gone over to my aunt’s house to watch movies. We usually get started in the early afternoon so by the end of the night, I am sick of watching movies and sitting on the couch. But I liked this better than watching movies with my brothers because I actually left the house.
This year, I was debating about whether I would go over to my aunt’s house if she asked. I do not know why I was even considering it before she even asked me. For some reason that I cannot figure out, I am just not in the mood for movies. In fact, I am really not in the mood to even celebrate. I actually just want to go to bed at a decent time on New Year’s Eve.
I have yet to decide what I am going to do. I do not want to hurt her feelings, but really, I am just not in the mood this year.