I have done a lot of thinking over the last few weeks. Ever since I have returned to my summer job at the amusement park, I have realized that I do not ever want to go back to my teaching job. I do not want to go back to my small town. I do not want to teach (anywhere). I have been thinking that it would be nice to get another job. But the only thing I can think of that would make me happy is working at an amusement park. My amusement park is only open during the summer. But I know that Disney World is open all year round.
Disney World just happens to be advertising for people to work park operations. And I so badly want to apply. But there are some things that are holding me back. First of all, the job is only part time. I have money saved up so I would be fine for a little while. And I am not sure, but maybe part time jobs can lead to full time jobs.
Also, I am worried about my future. If I give up teaching, what will I do if Disney does not work out?
Finally, there is the distance thing. I will be very far from my family. I am four hours away during the school year. Will I be able to handle several more hours? I will not be able to make a quick weekend trip home from Florida.
I hate teaching though and I hate living in the middle of no where though. I love working at the amusement park. That is why I think I would love Disney. I have been praying to God every night to reveal His plans for me. I still do not know what those plans are though?