I inquired about counseling last Thursday and was told that I would get a callback on Friday. It never came. Today, I was debating about whether I should call again. Then, after school, I realized that I had a voicemail message from the person I had talked to the other day. She said there was a cancellation so I should come in tomorrow. I am definitely freaking out. I have no idea what to expect. I almost wish I could have had a few days warning so that I could mentally prepare for this.
I am actually having a better week than last week. Today, I look at counseling and think that it is unnecessary since I am feeling loads better. However, I know that I have problems and that I need to deal with them.
I am also afraid about my friends finding out since they do not like this counselor. I also wonder if maybe I should just be honest with them and explain my reasoning for doing this. I am an adult and should feel free to make my own decisions.