I am not sure when I last got a good night’s sleep. I have no idea when I last felt free from OCD. It seems like my life is becoming too difficult. I cannot deal with my regular life very well because I am so tired. Then, when I try to deal with life, my compulsions get in the way and make it even more difficult.
I have felt like crying all day today. I also have been pulling my hair again and I am missing all of one eyebrow and half of another. I am still lonely and tired of dealing with all of this by myself. It would be so much easier if I had a friend to talk to about all this. Even though they do not understand, it would make me feel better.
I just need a hug and some remedy for getting sleep.