I Just Can’t Do It

I just cannot do it anymore. I just don’t see the point. Every day it is all the same. I go to work and I don’t want to be there. Then, I come home to spend the evening alone. I try to find something to eat that is easy to prepare. I let the dishes stack up in the sink. I see no purpose in doing them. Then, I settled down for the evening to watch a movie and color. That is my life every day and there is no point to it!

The weekends aren’t much better. I am all alone. I try to do chores but what kind of life is that? I hate the monotony of vacuuming, laundry, and cleaning the litter box and the fish tank while trying to find satisfaction.

Today it is really bad. I just cannot do it. They changed my medication two days ago but I do not know if all of these feelings can result so quickly. I am just at a loss at what to do. The only thing good in my life is my cats.

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2 thoughts on “I Just Can’t Do It

  1. I’m really sorry that you’re having such a rough time. This very well could be medication-related. Keep riding this out, it won’t always be like this. It might take some time for you to become accustomed to the medication. I’m here if you need anything.

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  2. I completely understand how you feel. I’ve been there so very often. I know it’s cliche’, but do you have a hobby? Could you try your hand at something? Paint? Clay? Writing? Gardening? Creating something? Sometimes I feel so disconnected, but working with my hands gives me something to do to escape…

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